December 2008
16 posts
it’s been a low key day and another boring blog. just for you. we are bowling tonight, cuz i hear that’s what the cool kids do. they bowl. didn’t you know? now you do. so go bowling…get a strike. its the only time in your life that a strike is a GOOD thing. so…yeah. bowling…it’s NOT for wussies.
happy new year. don’t make resolutions. they are for...
i hate that
the fantastic beginnings sometimes have nasty endings.
more doc appts tomorrow. bruising horribly for some reason on my legs. had bloodwork done today. so, we’ll see.
david and I are both exhausted today. took almost 22 hours to get home. not cool, i repeat, not cool. we were stuck in traffic forever. ugh. took a long long time to get through the carolinas. making that drive back here made...
we are...
leaving soon. can’t come too fast… but it will pass too quickly. that I know. I have a half day tomorrow. so I’ll get to nap in the afternoon before we ride out. nice.
friday night I was home getting ready for the christmas party and the madonna song “4 minutes” came on. I am a dork who is not afraid to tell you that I totally danced around WITH MY DOG cuz I like...
this week
is going so slowwwwwwwwwww. dragging on minute by horrible minute. i want to see my mother and sisters. i miss them. i don’t like capital letters anymore.
new girl at my work. annabeth. she’s cool.
why do boys think they can say whatever they want to some girls? do they not realize that if you have manners and you don’t act like king of the world girls MIGHT give you the time...
maybe
i’ll type more later. or maybe I won’t. right now I’m on the couch lying down with the laptop on top of me and my dog wishes she could be on the couch, but there’s no room for her with the laptop. she’s jealous of technology. I am too sometimes. jealous of ebay. Long story.
It’s Friday, did you know? That means no work for two days. but what will I do with...
Find beauty in the mundane...
I haven’t posted in a long time and am posting tonight because all my shows are reruns. We watched I am Legend tonight; it wasn’t bad. Weird…but not bad. Reminded me of Dawn of the Dead a lot. ZOMBIES.
I can’t wait to go home! soon! (well not as soon as I’d like, but soon enough) I am so excited. I cannot wait to hug my mom and sisters. That’s usually what I...
meet me outside
its a really nice day today. so I’m asking all my friends to meet me outside and we’ll have a picnic, sing, play games, drink a few beers, have fun.
I wish.
my prescription didn’t come in the mail today. annoying.
i saw this little kid while i was at home with my dog and he was walking all by himself down my road. He couldn’t have been more than 6? maybe. Why...
popscicles...
I really want one right now. My throat doesn’t hurt or anything but my friend was talking about them and now I’m really craving one. :) mmmmm, cherry. slurrrrrrp!
puppy kisses
Today we took Phoenix to the dog park and she ran and ran. I wish I could still run. It makes me very sad that I can’t. That’s all I have to say right now.
Tomorrow...
I get to get a temporary disability placard for my car. How funny is that? I actually have NEED for that in my life. I get to use the word HANDICAPPED in reference to MYSELF.
YAY! New medication for me! Ahhh…the bright circle I live in. I wait for new medication to fix my issues and it really never does. OH well.
So the poem below is based on seeing the movie: Atonement. Wanted to kill the...
Atonement
heartbroken
a weeping violin
on a flutter of fingertips
grazing my cheekbone
in a room painted with shadows.
heartbroken.
an uncertain falsehood
from the lips of a child.
ripped from you
beaten
bloodied.
years swallowed me whole
in this hell
of prison
and
war.
you whispered
come back
come back to me.
heartbroken.
I lay here
my eyes aching
and I finally sleep
dreaming
of...
sometimes
I wish I was a cat.
Sleepy face all day. Doesn’t that sound nice?
I haven’t taken a pain med in over a week. I think I’m dying sometimes, but it’s not SO bad. Honestly, I can’t take what they gave me anymore, so I’m waiting on a new prescript…so we’ll see. I hate that I have to depend on it because I hurt so much. Blah… no more of that soon!
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